24. My Searching

For many of you this explanation of mine seems to be incredible and impossible. However, do not haste with your conclusions. When I was on earth as Jesus of Nazareth, I was also of the opinion that I would not know more than my eyes saw and my ears heard. However, I was trying to raise the questions to myself all the time for I had no one to consult on the issues with. No one desired either to talk about these issues or to bother themselves with that was not related with the expression of the reality they understood as the one which their material eyes saw and their material ears heard. Therefore my questions remained unanswered. And still, I desired to know the answer as to who built the mountains? who devised water? where life came from? why it was so diversified but still managed to re-adjust itself to survive? who causes anger in man? why there was jealousy, wealth, poverty? who was that God who controlled all? who produced Him? how could He be invisible and still could have more strength than the strongest beast that would be conquered by no man? And those questions were truly piling up ever more while in no way I could find a certain answer that would convince me.   

It was only after I had been baptized by John the Baptist, in the river of Jordan, that I was shown a remarkable vision. That was the vision shown to me, to my divine and universal consciousness rather than to my material eyes, by the Father to the effect that I was on that planet in that form and in that environment to be able to perform a task of a much higher Divine and Universal Consciousness, a mission in the field of the lower consciousness of the energy information vibrations in order to not only know that very field of the lower consciousness of the energy information vibrations from within, what I had also known before, but to experience that level of consciousness by becoming one of the emitters of the vibrations of such a lower consciousness. It strengthened me and enabled me to realize what a remarkable and noble mission of light that was to step down from my higher consciousness vibrations to the lower consciousness vibrations and to try to raise the lower consciousness vibrations back to the higher ones out of which I had stepped down to accumulate this new experience.     

One‘s experience is the only way that is reliable and firm for nurturing the character of any personality. Whatever circumstances might be yet it is always possible to raise the energy vibrations of one‘s consciousness at least a little it higher than they are at the moment. There is no environment in which it would not be allowed and possible to do it. And it is only when the energy information vibrations of one‘s consciousness are raised to a higher frequency that one‘s character gets stronger, so does the material vehicle which you call as your body.   

Therefore it is necessary to raise the vibrations of your consciousness ever higher, however high you have already raised them. Still there are conditions to raise them by one more step upwards.