29. My Desire to Reveal the Father to Men
Having seen it I could not help falling down on my knees and crying out of an enormous love within me for that magnificent Creator and Source. I was weeping out of happiness, out of love, out of that sensation that I was not separate and lonely in that tremendous ocean of the Consciousness vibrations but rather I was being cared for and supervised as a living creature of that wonderful creation also capable of making his own contribution to enlightening that very creation and removing that black tar patch on the shirt of a blinding whiteness.
Then I felt that the most remarkable part of my mission on this world as well as on the other worlds of mine, would be to reveal that very enormous love from the Center I had just experienced.
And I would be able to pass the power of that brilliant luminosity over to my brethren best of all by the symbol of the Father who loved all and each. That is it, by the symbol of the Father of all, and of each. By the Father symbol not only of the “chosen“ people, not only of the Jews, not only of the rich but also of each poor, of each gentile, of each child who opened up to that magnificent love. The way the Jews honored the family and the father‘s role in it that way I would expand my teaching about the Father on high.
My desire was so great to help those brethren who were hurt and full of the fear vibrations feel what I had felt. See what I had seen. Comprehend what I had comprehended. Live all that content which changed everything from within so that even the most evil and angry man could turn into a pure and marvelously shining person.
I felt such a love within me that also turned into a powerful and firm knowing faith in that only Center. And it was obvious to me that by fusing myself with His vibrations I was turning into such as He was. And I was turning not only into such as He was, but I also could do what He was doing. He created by His vibrations these marvelous waves of love and everything was filled up with bliss, and I would also be able to send that bliss to others. By His blindingly shining vibrations He could effect those vibrations that were the most unsuitable and least adapted to His luminosity. It did mean that I could also do the same. Therefore, any physical suffering and affliction that did not match that blinding luminosity of the energy information vibrations could be substituted by the vibrations emanated by the Center to remove that affliction.
It was completely obvious to me that everything was in such a tender and soft motion that any painful experiences were only due to man‘s ignorance that his own low consciousness energy vibrations were to be purified up to the higher ones. Then, all the diseases, all the suffering, all the discrepancies would fade away. A beautiful concord which I had watched in the vast creation would step in.
I was watching my own role in it. The one I had played before my appearance on that world in the human flesh, and the one I would play after my ascension to the Father from that wonderful world that I saw so much pain and distorted vibrations on that were not in accord with those vibrations that were embracing each of us on that world. The only thing that remained for man to be able really to believe it was to know about it and experience it.
It was this sphere that I saw the path of my mission in. To bring man to such a concept that there was a marvelous Center, Father, loving all and each, and His love was already enveloping us all, and each, like a fog enveloped a valley. The only thing that we needed to do was to feel it within after we let it in while having our faith that this love was for all, and for each. For each rather than for those singled out. And it was only we who could decide as to when we learn about it, as to whether or not to believe it, whether or not to discover and experience that love within, whether or not to share it with all, and uniformly at that.