32. After having Descended from the Mountain

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When after the forty days I returned down from the mountain my soul was that full of the love and light I had taken in from the Father that I could not understand that contrast I was seeing around. People seemed to be living on a different world than I had just been on. They saw each other only the way they looked like by their outer appearances. They did not see anything deeper and further beyond the outer material human body what I had been shown on the mountain by the Source of All Sources. That most powerful of all the states of the consciousness and the energy information vibrations that was so splendidly, and in various colors, shining every aspect of the creation – matter, soul, or spirit. All the creation, even around us, was permanently pulsating and was so much alive and interrelated – plants with plants, animals, and people; people, with animals and plants and among themselves, everything, truly everything around was also linked together with what you call as the solid part of the nature – ground, lakes, rivers, seas, mountains. Even with clouds and the sky. Everything was tied up into the living and waving mutual bonds, even by means of one‘s thoughts they were diffusing throughout a visible and invisible part of all the creation that it was difficult for me to get reconciled with the idea that no one could even think that everything, absolutely everything, was in motion and pulsating by its energy state both within and without. And all that was not altogether what our eyes saw or our hands touched. All that was much more than this, and much more beautiful and much subtler. If only man‘s enlightened consciousness could see it, right away, he should perceive and fall in love with everything that was in the creation and at once he would feel that the Creator – that very most powerful Creative Consciousness – was only loving and helping rather than chastising and repudiating anyone.       

It is namely this who is God, according to the human understanding. And He is not any other but the Father loving each one. Thus, how could man do not love each other and all the environment, and the Creator Himself as well.

At the present time the servility of man before God caused by fear had nothing in common with the feeling I had experienced on the mountain and that I was experiencing in a blissful state after having returned to the people again. I saw it and desired to explain to the people what I had seen on the mountain with my soul vision and what I had felt with my soul heart, to explain it to all my brothers and sisters in spirit I encountered. I was feeling that my soul was burning with love and desire to help all who wanted my help; and whom I should really help so that they would also be able to undergo, at least to some degree, similar experiences and love vibrations within their own selves. That would give them comfort and bliss that had already been delivered to them in the love vibrations by the Creator and All-embracing Source that was called by the Jews as the God of Israel, the God of their “chosen people,“ even as the Father of Israel.       

No, that Source and Center belonged to All the Creation rather than just to one “chosen nation.“ He belonged to all, and to each. As much one opened up to Him, that much one began to feel His vibrations within oneself. As much the Jews opened up to Him that much they would start experiencing His operation within their own selves. That much they would start looking upon others, upon all, with love even as upon their brethren.

I came down from the mountain, full of love and resolution, to help those people who, in their daily existence, were suffering in the slavery of fear and anxiety, rituals and dogmas, and whom all I loved so much. And I was resolute to share my love with all. Not because the world was in need of it but rather because I could not live otherwise. I was abiding by the only law of the Father – the law of His love. And all the creation also abides by this very law because all the superior creatures in the creation see and feel much more than what is merely a form. And they also feel an ever deeper content of that form the more they merge with the Divine, Universal, and Absolute Consciousness, with the Creator, who is the Love Consciousness Himself. I am His ray. And I can enlighten, and I will, all the people, animals, and plants, without any exception, along my path wherever I might find myself in. And whoever shall desire this light out of the Creator of mine, and of all, out of a loving Father, that one shall receive it. Even now each one has already received it. All have received it. I will merely help open up one‘s heart and feel His warmth and love, and see this light of love with the eyes of one‘s soul.     

My heart was singing the hymns of love and glory to the Source and Center of all the creation, to such a wonderful and of great vitality Consciousness who creates life and love and pours it out upon all the creation so that it would begin to feel it and direct it to all around. Is it possible not to love such a Creator, such a Source, such a Center who Himself is Love and Wisdom, even the Source of Love and the Source of Wisdom. And He is teaching us to love and to live wisely. 

I was feeling such a bliss within so that the song of my soul was nothing else but my soul‘s live response to the tremor of the love vibrations excited by the Creator, that were, are, and shall be ever sent by Him. And everything I was feeling I desired, and desired very much, to be experienced by every single soul. I was walking so much overwhelmed with bliss and so calm by all my inner state, and so firm in my faith from within in the Creator that there was no force that could suppress my love vibrations for all the people, that someone might put something in opposition more than love. Nothing else did exist to me but love, love, and love, as well as my soul‘s powerful desire from within to share it with all, to help all achieve inner peace and begin to love such a wonderful Source – the Father who was within us.    

And I was well aware of how that feeling must be maintained ever stronger and without any crack. I did know that only a sincere relationship, a sincere prayer was that channel that let man open up the gate of that channel for that very drink of love to start flowing to each soul. I must teach them so that they could begin to feel that living running stream within themselves. It was only that way that they should experience love and tranquility within themselves. It was only that way that they should radiate their love and peace out.

I had such a bright and pleasant sensation within me that the whole environment looked to me like a wonderful garden in blossoms that neither my eyes could marvel at nor my heart could rejoice in enough. I was looking at the rocks around and I was seeing a blossoming garden. I was looking at the desert and I was seeing green pastures. Everything seemed to me to be replenished with goodness, freshness, beauty, concord, and harmony in the vibrations of love. I realized that it was the type of vision that my heart had been crying for. It desired for a motion forward to goodness and beauty. It also did desire to contribute very creatively and actively to making that beauty surround the soul of every creature. Wherever it might be that it would always be feeling like in a blossoming and refreshing garden full of a wonderful life that pursued only one goal: to pulsate with all that beauty and freshness while drinking the love nectar of the Creator with its all identity, even by fusing with the Creator.  


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