50. A Living Experience of the Father within Oneself

And then you shall realize, and even by your own experience you shall also witness to others, that only a living relationship with the Father allows you to experience Him, and even provides you a self-confidence and trust in the Father ever more. And this growth of the confidence and trust leads to an ever bigger devotion to the service for the benefit of the whole; and without any obligations, without any restraints. And that driving force is within you – the impulses by the spirit of the Father, Thought Adjuster, that are being understood by you all the time better and which you begin to feel in a subtler way. Gradually, the vibrations of your consciousness grow ever more and are merging ever more with the Divine, Universal, and Absolute Consciousness, with the Creator Consciousness.  

It is such a teaching that is missing in your present-day ritualistic churches. And it is this teaching that your soul which is not so strong in your present vehicle of your material mind that is crying for. It is not strong because your mind does not receive higher vibrations of a spiritual teaching either from your parents at home, from the teachers at school, from the priests in the church, from the chiefs at work, or from wiser brethren on the street. Therefore, the soul cannot get stronger. It is feeling the teaching by the Father‘s spirit but a material mind of man right away suppresses it by its selfish desires and by its total devotion to the implementation of these desires were they for the benefit of one‘s own self or for the benefit of a group. Mind being led by such desires is the major obstacle to the soul to feel the Father‘s teaching and leading from within. And this leading does not need any mediator. Therefore, there comes such a time that you must learn that there are no, and cannot be, any mediator in-between you, each of you, and God. God is the closest to you, even within your own selves. What other, and better, mediator can be when you, each of you, are within each other – God is within you, within each of you, while you, each of you, are within God. There is no one who could not be within God, who could be beyond Him. He is an unsurpassable reality. It is due to Him that each of you receives a fragment of His own, His spirit, Thought Adjuster, in order not to look for any mediator in your communion with God.