134. The Present Time and Your Decision
Your current time is magnificent by that it shall testify to you the spiritual changes within many of you. Such changes that you have not even thought of. The way the material discoveries have been changing your living so shall the spiritual victories also change you and even more than the material achievements. And due to this the direction and quality of the material living itself shall change for there shall be an ever bigger number of such sons and daughters of the Father who shall teach others the spiritual truths and the changing of the quantity of the material living into the quality of the material living that is dominated by love and truth.
This period of your life is magnificent for you, each personally, since you have a possibility to get acquainted with my teachings devoted to the people of the present times who are searching for me, searching for the Father like the little children who have gotten lost and who are unable to find us since they are not walking to the side where they can find both me and the Father. And you have also a chance to become similar spiritual teachers even as I have been once I have lived among you in the human flesh. And having become the spiritual teachers you shall help your other brethren even more than I have helped them since now you shall be able to make use of all the means of communication and association that have not been available to me at my times.
The present time of your living is also magnificent by the fact that you have such a wonderful book of a more profound truth revealed than has ever been among people, named The Urantia Book. You shall also find in it a small part of my life that has not been described in any other book written by the humans. However, while reading this book keep in mind that it is merely a very tiny part of the reality and the Father‘s truth as well as that of the-then life of my human incarnation. However, this book of revelation shall play even a bigger role than my coming among you in the human flesh for it reveals you such a part of the reality that I could not reveal in order not to scare the generation of your ancestors.
Therefore, you must merely be happy about these enormous possibilities provided to you, each, to grow in spirit so that you would become ever more like your true self that has been bestowed upon you by the Father as the gift of personality. The contemporaries of my times did not enjoy these possibilities. They lived even in a darker oppression of the dead rituals and dogmas. However, they were also doing their best and looking for a bigger light and love in a very similar manner even as you are looking for this. But only very few dared to walk upon the living path of the Father I offered them.
Do not repeat their mistake so that after several other generations your offspring would not have to lead only an outer quantitative life any more. So that it would not be the case they should not have tasted the fruit of the spiritual knowledge merely due to the fact that their ancestors have been cowardly and refused to cast off the chains of the rituals and dogmas and to turn from the slaves and servants into the free and loving sons and daughters of the Father.
Your current decision shall also determine the quality of living of the generations to come, your descendants. Therefore, the decision made by you, each, is so significant that its impact shall be felt by all the generations while you personally shall have been in a different form already for a long time.
And I do desire very much that you would not feel upset and sad because of your irresolution and mistakes once you, personally each, are shown the episodes of your present life so that you would be able to compare the understanding of your status with that you have possessed while living in the human flesh in this life, your initial life to eternity to the Father on Paradise.
It is not a reproach to you or a desire to belittle you, it is merely an evidence as to how much you have grown up on your spiritual path on the way to the Father. Therefore, you shall individually be shown your decisions made in this life so that you would not experience any uneasiness before others. But even while watching your present life that shall already be in the past by that time you shall be feeling a pleasant and supportive sensation within for some decisions made by you yet as to the other decisions you shall be feeling a desire it should have been much better had you made different decisions that would have led to different consequences to both you, each personally, and all. And you shall be especially saddened by your personal decisions that have been made by you, even after the spiritual teachings as you have been explained the impact of the similar decisions on both you, personally, and the whole, and you still have chosen a selfish and limited decision out of fear to change your stagnant concepts. Seeing the decisions made by you in this current life, you shall be feeling like you are feeling now once being related by someone else about your actions in the past that you recall with pleasure or that you do not desire to recall due to your improper behavior during that episode of the past. And this recounting does not condemn you or praise you, it merely reminds you of the events that might be either pleasant or unpleasant to you.
Therefore, my teachings are being presented to you even to make you feel the unpleasant vibrations within you as little as possible once you shall be watching the episodes of your current life as the ones of your fairly recent past.