123. The Meaning
Each day, each moment has its own value and meaning that are such as attributed by your soul. If you do not live with an opened up soul, it means you do not live that day, that moment at all. It is a wasted day or moment if it is not devoted to a meaningful and valuable searching of your own self. You may waste your time on meaningless jobs as much as you like, and ever more degrade rather than rise as a personality. And nobody: either angels, or I, or the Father, in the least measure, shall reproach you for doing it. However, we all teach you, each, teach you every day, that you would start living meaningfully. You do not even give a thought on the meaningfulness of your life. I have explained to you about the quantity and quality of one‘s living. And I urged you to turn it from a quantitative living when you are seeking everything for yourself only, and maybe for your own family members, into a qualitative living when you start living for the whole, even for all the creation. Only this sort of one‘s life is qualitative. And it is only this sort of life that is meaningful.
However, meaningfulness has also another level that you may call an additional level. You must begin to feel the meaning of every action performed for the expansion, knowing, of your own self. You have to begin to see the meaning in a sunrise and a sunset, in a rain and in a snowstorm, in the dropping of leaves by trees and in the bursting of buds, in the blooming out and withering of flowers, in people‘s anger and love, goodness and evil, joy and sorrow, pain and bliss. You must begin to see the meaning in any environment. It is only the seeing of the meaning that provides the depth of your character growth.
When you begin to notice the meaning even where there is an opposition to the doing of the Father‘s will and once you understand that this opposition is the manifestation of one‘s immaturity it is then that you see the meaning of the operation of a free will. It is only of one‘s free will that is possible to turn away from doing the Father‘s will and by this confirm a different level of the spiritual development of those free-will people who make up your environment. And thank the Father for being given this experience by such a will for it is only thru this experience that you can test the manifestation of your own free will whether it will further remain on the path of knowing the Father‘s love and truth or it will choose a more simple and understandable path – to behave in the manner offered by the ambience. It is merely a shade of the human evil that can render the meaning to the manifestation of your own free will within the shining light of the Father‘s love and truth without a shade.
When I teach you to notice in every action, even in a bad one, the meaning of that action rather than merely the very action I by no means teach you to support these actions and repeat them. By discerning the meaning even in them you start sensing the difference of your own thinking while comparing your own past and present assessments. This way you can notice the cleanness of the mirror of your own self as to what extent you see in it the image of your own true self, to what extent your true self does not support the actions of evil, and what sort of actions, and why, it does not support, and still whether it loves those who perform these actions of evil, whether it is feeling anger and even hatred for the doers of these actions?
Love is not the theoretical statement “I love you.“ Love is the real vibrations of the Father that ever more start reigning within your soul that is opening up to the Father. Therefore, it begins to love ever more those who are close to it, its own family members, and even an ever bigger number of the mortals in its all environment. And love must be ever grown and expanded, for it is easy to love only those who do only good deeds. However, once you ask yourself sincerely: “Do I love the one who has offended me, hit me, occupied my position in the office and in such a manner at that, the one who takes bribes, who commits crimes, who is not the sort of doing the Father‘s will the way I do, do I love such a stumbling brother or sister in spirit?“ and once you sincerely confess to yourself that you do not yet love him it will be an explanation to you that even evil allows you to assess the growth of your own self, even evil gives you the meaning, even evil provides you a chance to control yourself ever more and to grow up to the size that is understood only by you for it is only you who can sincerely feel your own inner state.
And your state must approach that provided by the Father, thru the bestowal of His spirit, so that it would help you reveal your true self. You must start feeling exactly that very same state of the love vibrations within yourself both for those who are good and do the Father‘s will and for those who are, so far, bad and violate the Father‘s will. Your inner state must not differ in relation to the doers of these actions once you see the actions of the former ones and the latter ones. The Father loves them uniformly, even as He loves me, even as I love them uniformly for I love them with the Father‘s love since the Father and I are one. Even as the Father, I, and all the creation are one. It is due to this that the sun shines uniformly to both the good and bad, and rain is uniformly raining upon both the good and bad. And you, each, must feel the very same love vibrations to the good and bad. And these love vibrations in no manner must be different from the love vibrations that you are radiating to the least of your little children that you are fondling while swaying him in your arms with the fatherly or motherly love. It is this very love of the Father that you are directing to your little child. It is not your love. This love of the Father you have privatized. The time has come to let it out into the flight of freedom. It is for this purpose that you would be able to do it that I am presenting these teachings of mine.
Thanks to these teachings you will begin to feel, and assess, ever deeper your own self, your true self, and your animal self. And it is only then that you shall sense that enormous path you have walked within your own self once you look at yourself at a certain moment in the past and try to recall your reactions to these very same actions of evil and the doers of these actions then and now.
It is only in this case that you will be able to understand that you have liberated yourself out of the negative assessment in relation to another person whatever actions might be of that evil. It is evil that has helped you grow up as a true child of the Father since you have liberated yourself from it thru the relationship with the Father discovered within you. And this live relationship has given you a real experience that your true self has started to uniformly embrace with the Father‘s love all, without any calculation. This way you have noticed the meaning even in evil. However, the benchmarks of evil are being left behind in the past ever more, and the vistas of goodness are becoming ever clearer in the future so that you are becoming ever more convinced that in the future there is nothing but goodness, goodness, and only goodness.
You must see the meaning absolutely everywhere, even in the existence of insects and ants for it also makes up a necessary part of the whole system. The will of the Father comprises the whole. And what might seem to you cruel and relentless today all this shall also appear in a different light on this planet after many thousand years. And what seems to you not in conformity with the Father‘s will today it shall have been turned into a marvelous concord after thousands of years. However, this visible concord of nature, animal life, and man shall not have been achieved over one moment, and by only wise decisions. In the course of these thousands of years there shall have taken place many painful developments that shall have seemed to the participants of these moments as the cruel and unjust episodes of the manifestation of the Father‘s will.
Your vision is very narrow and your life span on this world is that short that any deeper and more righteous conclusions are beyond your reach since the current environment does not demonstrate such tendencies. Therefore, I desire to expand the framework of your thinking so that you would be able, even within the present environment, to view upon everything in such a manner so that you would see the meaning everywhere. There is nothing without the meaning. Even each gnat has its meaning for it is a part of the whole system even though not surviving but making its impact on the whole system by its passing to another form of the energy manifestation.
Therefore, everywhere and always see the meaning even though according to the present moment and your present views everything that transpires on all the planet might have no meaning to you for it is far from corresponding to your own concept on what the will of the Father is.
Try to look rather than with your own eyes with those of the Father thru your own inner and true self that is sensing the Father within. And then you shall see that gradually you begin to notice ever more the meaning in all the actions of the environment.
Is there the meaning in these actions of yours that ravage nature, destroy all humanity? If you assess them just superficially you shall see no meaning in this destruction. You are cutting the branch off you are sitting on. And you are not sitting on it alone, or very few of you, but rather all of you, and each. Therefore, according to your understanding there cannot be the meaning in destroying yourselves and ravaging the ambience this way. However, when a child strikes a match and burns his finger, is there any meaning in this burning? It is painful to the child, he is suffering. His parents are worried, they desire to help the child and they are comforting him but the child is feeling pain all the same. And it causes still a bigger inner suffering to the parents. They would prefer feeling this pain themselves rather than their beloved little one would do it, so that he would not have to suffer this physical affliction. However, it is this burning that has the meaning for thru this action the child has acquired his experience that has enabled him to eventually hear the frequent warnings by his parents not to play with the matches and even to memorize very well what it means to get burnt by a match flame. This understanding, originated because of the experience, made the burning meaningful.
It is exactly the same with you. Even while I was in the human flesh among you I did not teach you anything more than I do teach you now. Both then and now I did and do speak to you about the Fatherhood of God and the brotherhood of men, and even as my apostle has expanded this teaching of mine up to the brotherhood of all the creation. However, all the same the meaning of my teaching has not changed in relation to its quality. But you did not listen to me, and now you do not listen to your wise brethren as they present my teachings to you. You behave the way the little children behave as they play with a flame. You do not hear the warnings that this game is dangerous and you can burn off. Only a match in your hands is nothing else but your, each, behavior among yourselves and with the nature. I am telling you now that you all, and each, must turn at your own selves and discover the Father only within your own selves. I kept saying to you all the time two thousand years ago: “I shall knock, and whoever opens the door of one‘s heart I shall enter.“ I did not say that I would pass by. I was teaching you to open the door of your heart to me I could get inside you so that I could strengthen you from within, rather than from without. And the Father has also placed His spirit, Thought Adjuster, within your mind.
We can reach you only from within once you begin to sense us within your own selves. Until it did not happen you do not pay any attention to the warnings of your other brethren from without and carry on playing a dangerous game with the matches. And the sooner the matches strike, the sooner you burn off your fingers the sooner you shall hear what you have been told by many – do not pollute the waters, do not cut down the forests, do not produce chemicals, do not develop weapons, do not kill the wild animals, do not annihilate people, do not be heartless, do not sink among the material things, and do not do many other things that sooner or later shall burn you off.
It shall burn you, each, and even shall cause much pain to me, and to my and your Father. However, to our warnings, being passed to you thru other sons and daughters of the Father you pay no attention for you develop on the new plans on how to wear out the land, how to destruct the forests, how to kill the animals and people merely satisfying the whims of your untrue, animal, and selfish self. The match is already burning. It is not long. The hands begin already to feel the heat and the fingers start drawing ever back but your selfishness all the same does not want to give up its plans. Therefore it is imminent that the fingers shall get burnt off. And not only of those who have struck this match but even of those children of the Father who have no relationship with them whatever.
The planet is also a united body. The destruction of even the minor species at one end of the planet shall cause repercussions at the other end of the planet. Only you, so far the absolute majority of you, do not see this relationship. But it is real. And it shall strike back a painful blow to all. It would have already been struck but all the time we did our best to prevent it. However, your selfishness has no limits at all.
You are attributing all the achievements of the present civilization to yourselves without even giving a thought to it that it is due to our leading, only thanks to us, that you are receiving such ideas and solutions to implement these ideas.
It is those of you who are more receptive to the transmission of these vibrations of ours that make discoveries and inventions. They are not inventing all the thoughts that develop the human civilization on by themselves. Such thoughts are being passed to you via our channels so that it is you who would have a better life. However, in what way do you subsequently use these ideas? You have even arrived at the idea and dared to monopolize them and appropriate them to yourselves only, to one or to the few of you, by patenting them. And you did it merely to receive out of their application as much money to yourselves as possible.
However, all the ideas on the development of the civilization are being given to you to belong to all rather than to be privatized by swindlers and deceivers. And in what way are you using all the best thoughts and ideas? In developing weapons. Even the nuclear reaction of the atom fission you have applied to manufacture a bomb and currently you have become hostage of it as you began to wave it like the savage would wave a club. It is too early for you to possess these ideas. However, what it has been believed you might use for the benefit of progress you are using it for the selfish purposes. And that is a striking of the match by your own hands. Each good deed might be defamed by a bad motive. Your motives are selfish. Therefore, your civilization is at stake that a burning flame of the match shall burn off a very great number of people. And not only shall it burn them off but it also shall burn them down completely. But this decision has been chosen by you, and freely.
And still, even within this action of an enormous fire, and which is not merely a match fire any more, there is the meaning. It shall enable, thru afflictions, thru pain, once merely less than one third of the mankind to be remaining, to comprehend by this remaining one third of humanity the consequences of the fire caused by that planetary match and see what it means a one-sided-firmly-selfish life and the turning away from the Father in one‘s heart.
When I speak of the fire I use this word as a symbolic image that is related to a flame produced by a match. Meanwhile in the reality this flame of the fire you shall experience in the form of the floods, diseases, violence and wars, and chaos and darkness. It is then that you shall need that real and invisible upholder when all what is seen shall appear in the state providing nothing to lean upon any more.
Riches shall lose their value within a moment. A dignified position of a boss shall go down as a balloon with its air deflated, presidents and kings shall have no one to rule as the states without people shall lose their meaning.
It is in this ambience that those sons and daughters of the living faith of the Father who shall be feeling that strongest and the most reliable upholder – the Father – within themselves, shall be manifesting themselves.
I told you two thousand years ago about the future destruction of
And that is the meaning of all the meaning – even your turning away from the Father shall enable others to comprehend the destructiveness of this turning away and therefore to see the only right direction that is always remaining only with the Father, in the Father, and discovering the Father within. It is by your own turning away from the Father and by your selfish way of living that you shall produce the meaning so that by your meaningless choice and life directed only to your own self rather than to your brethren you would serve others more than the other brethren served you by teaching you goodness and truth; only unsuccessfully. However, your failure shall generate success to those others who shall manage to discern the meaning in all your tragedy not to repeat it.